Dear Brother,

My dad said it was good as freaking long as your NOT any trouble or bring any trouble to the house no trouble none at all THAT means no plants None at freaking all i mean if i even so much as smell or see any of that crap i will have the cops or worse so freaking fast your head will spin

BY THE WAY MOM FOUND YOUR PLANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE THREW THEM OUT HOW COULD YOU IN THERE HOUSE NOT ONLY COULD PARKER OR GRACEE GET INTO! WHAT THE HELL WOULD YOU DO THEN HUH WAT WOULD YOU SAY TO THEM OR OR WORSE WAT YOU DO IF THOSE DETECTIVES CAME AND FOUND IT THE STATE COULD TAKE THE HOUSE EVERYTHING IN IT THE CARS THE FOUR WHEELERS MOTOR HOME THE KIDS THEY COULD LOOSE PARKER AND GRACEE WTF HUH COD IT doesn't just affect u and after the last two weeks Wat were u freaking thinking huh ??? Hasn't OUR family suffered enough because of drugs yet??i mean really mom uncle Tod uncle Kory jimmy the other Codie ..... SKYLER ... how many more do we have to loose are you next huh because selfishly i cant put you in the ground do you hear me i wouldn't survive i wouldn't i cant loose you little brother and I'm scared cause I'm already so close to loosing you! Already

I need to know how to help you you just gotta tell me how please I'm begging you tell me what you need anything i would do anything give you everything i have if you need it anytime day or night all you have to do is call or come
I LOVE YOU SO GOD DAMN MUCH LIL BRO SO MUCH MORE THEN YOU'LL PROBABLY EVER KNOW XOXOXO

SKYLER

Skyler "skybear" Hansen 13, passed away a few days ago.
I have so many words i wish to say, mostly i just wanna cry.
My tears haven't fallen
I'm afraid of the waterfall that's coming
I'm afraid of letting him go
I'm afraid of losing it
I'M JUST AFRAID, ANGRY, AND HURTING
Buried in the best of company
I pray that he finds his wings
as forever he will be a shadow on my heart and soul.

He was my cousin, my friend, and an inspiration.
In pain most his life, he showed us all how to live.
a Superstar at soccer, and a comedian at heart.
He never meet a person he couldn't make smile.
I'm so proud of the life that he lived
I believe that he was an angel sent down to us
To teach us and show us the way.
He will forever be remembered
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
GOOD BYE MUNCHKIN I WILL MISS YOU

Today, we laid him to rest with my mom, grandma, and uncle. We all signed his caskets saying our goodbyes. The colors bright, the music loud and the Family Close.

Gunner, his brother is full of life
Zack, his brother is angry and venting
Tim, his Dad is full of pain, and sadness, and Tears
Shauna, his mom is full of love, tears, and strength
I pray for each of them

Crazy Train end!

Okay.... lets see me: i waked off all my hair.
mi la familia:

• Well Jake was wrong my lil brother took off, then came back, then took off, then got arrested was release, and then had a warrant on him on a diff charge 2 charges to be exact 1 and 2 degree felony. so yeah he plead guilty to a 3rd degree as a plea sentencing to come.... freaking drugs they suck
• Dad's gf is still here! and worst then before! arrgh OMFG im going nutz
• My gma: is doing better and i like talkin to her its so different from how we used to be ya know its awesome
• Carl got married, the ceremony was beautiful they live with gma. both Carl and LeDawn lost their jobs, and are now considering going to Arizona for work. I wish them The best
• Paige: is absolutely amazing she is so strong, and she has fallen in love with ryan and i am so happy for her! she deserves it.
• Tina: Nails are doing great, they look amazing she just has to pass the state test, Riley is great but figured out about sex he's 4, her hubby is sick but good
• Jake talked to me then stopped and just started again "woot"
• Shauna is AMAZING, STRONG, BEAUTIFUL
• My stalker: is no where to be seen, no where to be heard, no where to be! lol when the police don't help and the courts just suck. So i used what i know... lol BIKERS....HEHE.... I WIN I WIN I WIN I WIN I WIN I WIN I WIN I WIN I WIN I WIN I WIN I WIN!!!! Got to love scary men in leather!