Thursday, August 14, 2008
cryin
Have you ever just wanted to cry... has your heart ever just felt so empty, so hurt. well mine has and it contiues too. i was hoping it would heal itself and i would able to go back to bubbly but it is takin longer then normal and to be honest im not sure it will heal at all but thats the cards i was delt i guess im ment to be alone and heartbroken... god can sure be cruel sometimes. but he has his reason. I pray god gives me the strength i need to get through school and life and everything. I hide my feelings even from my closest of close friends. i dont want them to worry or to judge me. i love them for their hearts and i know that if i need it they will be there with a shoulder to cry on. this weekend im going camping and then i will deal with everything up there in the middle of the water. yup that i will. grrr. save me plz
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Wow, Krys..Um.. You're like almost too depressed for your own good.. That's not good. :(
Don't worry though. There's happiness in SO many other things!
Jordan once said that, no matter how depressed you are, there is always something better to smile about. Whether it be something utterly amazingly wonderful, or just because the sun is shining, or even just because there are stars to wish on... There's always something to smile about.....He's right...
God loves you, and he wouldn't give you any trials he knew you couldn't handle. I know that to be a fact. You're his child, he loves his children..No real true parent would ever do anything to endanger their children's futures or to torcher them so much that they gained nothing from it... Trails make you stronger, no matter how hard they are. And every time I start to doubt that, I always gain a better understanding of why, after it all happens. It will all make sense eventually.
p.s. Sorry if that like sounded preachy or anything. Just trying to help.
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