one down

One down, to many more to go. I miss my life. I miss my world.
But mostly I just miss you. I miss the way you make me feel.
And the way you hold me close. But I do not miss the anger I felt,
The lies you told, and the pain you inflicted, and the way you left.
I do not miss the way you blew me off, the way you didn’t care. I
Lost my hope I lost my way, and I lost my heart. I misplaced my soul
Most importantly I shut everyone out, I shut the music down, and turned
off the volume.