Somedays:
I wish i was a lil more like her,
A lil Thinner,
A lil Mormon and
Somedays i think if i was a lil more like her:
i would still have you.
If i was a lil more like her:
I wouldn't hate myself.
If i was a lil more like her:
I wouldn't hurt so much.
Somedays i simply wish i didn't cry as much,
I didn't hurt as muchh,
and somedays i wish i never:
DATED/FELL in LOVE with you.
Everyone close to me was right.
I deserved better then you,
and you don't deserve me.
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Somedays i hope to never feel this way every every again, i wanna stop the pain, the tears, and most i wanna stop the fact that i every time i drive by your grave i cry no correction i BAWL.. your not even the guy that i want to spend the rest of my life with. You were my second boy friend and my best best friend. Not many people knew about you, but that was your choice, you didnt want to answer all the questions that come along with us.. but i just want you to know i miss you. i know you cant read this well maybe you can i guess heaven could have the internet, and you could be checking up on me checking my blog, my myspace... any way,..
sorry everyone for the rant.
1 comment:
wow....That was good. It'll take awhile to get over it. If you don't want to spend the rest of your life with him then maybe you just ought to allow yourself to move on. It's hard, I know. Sometimes it even feels like you have allowed yourself only because you aren't willing to give it up quite right yet.
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