yayayaya rawr grrr update

Its been so long since i have updated this but that is because i am not sure what to sy about the events and issues that have happened as of recent. so i will just start with a list and go from their.

1. My brother ran away becuase his life with my step parents was oh so horrible and he just went poof. 2 wks he blew off mothers day. and just omg i wanted to strangle him.
   
2. and then he reappeared, only to move in with me which is on so many levels frustrating, and irratating, and weird i am used to being here with just my dad and me and we have rules ya know i mean we have rules and they work for us but oh no heaven for bid my brother fall into the pace of things and obey the rules, but no he has to be the damn rebel with out a cause and i mean its not like our rules are hard or difficult of anything like that i mean basic update where your going, and until you turn 18 the who your with and when you will be back and that fact that he doesn't have a car and can't drive so also how you getting there and back and to obey curfew. which for freaking out loud for a 16 yr old who is failing all his classes and has had 3 court dates in the last month and a half, and been busted with drugs by me multiple times and be busted drunk be me 3 time already is 930 on school days and 11 on weekends unless at mojos and has a prearranged ride then is one. i mean how freakin hard is that to obey.
3. the drug my god its like im surrounded all the time and its driving me nuts everyone knows that i am ANTIDRUGS i hate them i hate what they do to people and to friends of people and my god all the deaths they cause and i have seen to much because of them and grrr. he brought them into my house my gosh darn house.
   
4. my dad is being a grumpy guss. i mean really he is just so gosh darn annoyed and angry with me, and my world and my long drives that i take because i get so darn frustrated with all that is going on in my world and i just cant take it. and i cant afford to do something stupid ya know.
5. my family sux they dont get along
6. my nephew just turned 2
7. my friend is prego what a shock
8. jake oh yeah there is a topic. he umm doesnt have the guts to talk to me anymore i mean he um talks to purple that is just what i call her and starts telling her he wants to get back together with her and she told me she told me. and he hasn't talked to me sense but his mother has. and so i put a letter in the mail today cause i needed to talk to a friend that would understand my crazy rants

okay that was my update. anyquestions or comments im open to them